I came across this poem a couple of years ago in Speech class and it stuck on me like heavy duty glue ever since. No other form of writing has captivated me more than this and I looove the memories that came along with it.
That night, while I felt the sand on my feet and stargazed til my eyes (more like heart) ached, I played the lines in my head and realized that I too, can be as strong as her and have the courage to walk away from it all.
Hmm.. i wonder where all this drama is coming from. lol.
Read on.

AFTER A WHILE

Veronica A. Shoffstall

After a while
you learn
the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child

And you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure

you really are strong
you really do have worth

and you learn

and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...


Bought online Bandeau Dress. Flower cocktail ring from Cocoon. Old Navy Chainlink thongs (Power Retail)

Clockwise from top: hotel hallway leading to the beach bar. Room angle from the bay window. Room angle from the door. Fab chandelier that i adore. Mom waiting for the lift. Beachfront at night.

Hotel's welcome necklace used as bracelet
Pearl earrings from mom and dad

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So when the sister's friend informed us of her plan, I was ecstatic!
At long last! My much needed breather! I couldn't quite remember the last time I went out (cos that was like eons ago) and this, THIS is what I've been hoping for ever since our joyride to Boljoon was canceled.
Oh sweet joy! This must be the work of the god of spontaneity! I a
m ever thankful!

It was the last day of the Penthouse Fashion Series with Mique Yapching as the featured designer.
Lucky timing K's birthday bash was. This was my (ahem, admits shamefully LOL) 3rd time to see a fashion show in the flesh! "Pity" was RJ's fave words for the evenin
g and I don't blame him!
Sadly, I wasn't able to take lots of pictures cos the girls and I were so caught up i
n the moment. lol.

Once Again, Happy Birthday Beb! Your party was a blast! We all had a great time.



On Me:
• Lava Batwing Top

• Jag Skinnies

• Michael Antonio Cage Heels (order @ Power Retail)

• Stam bag

• Earrings and bracelet from mom

• HK Ocean Park Starfish Pendant

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